Well it’s been two days since Theo and I have talked and when I call him, he does not answer his phone. But then again he has a shitty Nextel phone anyway. I called him like 5 times today and its not like him to not answer his phone or not call me back when I page him. I guess he is just avoiding me. Maybe he got his stinkin threesome after all. Who cares. I don’t want a man like that anyway … I have pretty much had it up to my limits with him.
I had to vent so I called up my boy Mike. Mike is cool 100% of the time and stays out in Virginia Beach which is some 30 odd miles away so we don’t hang out like we used to anymore. But he works on this side. But anyway, I talked to him about Theo just to get some relief and his basic response was why do I even fuckin bother? A man with 4 kids … no way. He told me about some blind date he went on and come to find out the girl had a kid … he dumped her on the dime because of that. I found that pretty cool.
Basically the way I feel about Theo is that I want to stick by his side until he gets things worked out like a woman is suppose to for her man … but really … after all this has come down … why do I even fuckin bother.